My biggest fuck up yet. I have lost the simple greatest treasure to fall into my laugh because I was foolish, because I decided to not be the man I should’ve been. I’m sorry it’s all my fault it’s over, I’m sorry for not trying to do something when you gave me the chance. Now I’m going to have to watch you fall into someone else life. I can only hope they treat you like the queen I should have treated you.
I’m going to go away for a little while, because I will drive myself crazy. I love you E, thank you for saving me, for loving me and for believing in me. You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you made me happy when clouds are grey, you will never know dear how much I love you, I hope I find my sunshine again one day.